Feeeling.

Currently I'm feeling rejected by everyone, even Diane and my Core and Science teacher..which is creepy cause I always feel like they love me the most out of anyone else. Life is so strange and I stayed up too late last night I only got 30 minutes of sleep. gah Orchestra was fun, I was half asleep as we rehearsed St. Paul's Suite. Thank god it wasn't the rehearsal with David cause then I might get so creeped. gahhaa! that reminds me --- After the actual rehearsal we had with David I saw Diane talking with him and suddenly I noticed their lips moving and they were looking at me and kind of pointing at me. It was kind of creepy but I think she was giving him the "youngest musician with the 2 years of experience" conversation.

gah. Why do I have to buy Video Games!!!? I love myself for it. I lose sleep so I get to sleep during Core cause I'm such a weird one. Night. I need lots of sleep and it was not funny when I came back to reality during orchestra and realized that I was playing cello and I had forgotten everything for those few moments. eh. I Loves my Violinist Diane.