Scienceeee

wow. I haven't posted in awhile.

soo much has been going on. and I sadly missed alot of freaking concerts.

grr now I'm mad!

but oh well...still in love with silence, finally got more tunes for my iPod.

I've been too cello deprived.

wow......that one guy....is amazing!

Secret Valentine./orch

I Love my Science teacher! she is amazing....tee hee. Almost like a best friend to have and cheer me up..awws ! I have so much to say..just too much to type...hmmmm gah orchestra!!!

Orchestra with David conducting..oh how lovely..he's a great conductor but theres only a week until the performance and I'm not exactly nervous...just not sure if I feel strong enough to handle my cello..which sounds perfectly strange 'cause I can handle my cello, but it's just really hard to play when Ive had 0% sleep...wow I need to take more care of myself.. WASL is starting tomorrow and i'm ready to go to bed NOW ! eh and my science teacher is telling me how much I need to go to bed..eghs..

fosho.

I need more Violin music..or someone needs to take this Violin away from me and I need to do something .... ouchies. haaa yaay for books...I need to stop watching MTV.
well then..school is...soon. I feel happy..must run. gah *turns off t.v.*
okaay, I think im getting a cold too.
Viva La Cobraaa!
graar life is soo random right now, I kinda ignored blogging for a few days.

Night

wow...people really need to ... live? gah here i am blasting music..and talking on the phone with Jason..while myspacing..and drawing.. tee hee ! well then...this decaf caramel macchiato obviously didn't help. i feel so hyper !!! gawwwd...and really preppy. eww. im probably gonna go around and ruin peoples lives on zwinky. yesshes!

Running with Music.

I feel so freakishly happy, its amazing tomorrow i'm going out for a run on the track for about a hour. tee hee might walk past Star Bucks..eh and then i'm gonna go to the mall..gah I don't want to really but I am cause I am determined to get a size 15 or 16 gage...I think...I dont remember.
I'm looking forward to friday, my lovely Violinist friend will come over, we can play each others instruments and then play duets...great fun...
hmmm I think I have science to finish, but my Dinny is teaching me Violin cause she thinks I need to know.
gah must sleep...oh must sell my stupid Pokemon Rangers game at Gamestop. weee!

Text.

I'm glad to have texting back. yaay! eh. Late at night I dream about things that will never happen, then I think about how happy she is and how much of a good mother she is too. It makes me sad seeing people so happy, but it always makes me happy seeing her happy.
gah Life is so screwed sometimes. hmmm well then..I think we get to go to the Zoo tomorrow. score! I love that place and haven't been in forever...so thats why I'm so excited. yaay and Devin is probably coming along too...ergs I have to go to orchestra though too...hmm..
Barely got any sleep....I was cleaning my room .. I don't know why though... It just triggered cause I couldn't sleep..then I wouldn't stop thinking about Masquerades and science... life is freaky,
I have too many books on my book shelf and its kind of irritating cause I have stacks of books everywhere! gah.
My cats are running around being weird...so I shall try to stop playing Gaia, and maybe make a Menewsha account..eh then practice cello or read....hmmmm.
Life is full of surprises. and Surprisingly I'm happy.

Sciene Class.

Science is the best class EVER. o wow there is
WAy too much to say. but I love my science teacher. I don't just mean "oh I love you" like a friend. I mean..seriously sometimes I just want to make out with her.. aaaaah! okay I have soo much more but I'd rather not say at them moment cause the laptop battery is dying and im lazy and dont want to plug it in.

Feeeling.

Currently I'm feeling rejected by everyone, even Diane and my Core and Science teacher..which is creepy cause I always feel like they love me the most out of anyone else. Life is so strange and I stayed up too late last night I only got 30 minutes of sleep. gah Orchestra was fun, I was half asleep as we rehearsed St. Paul's Suite. Thank god it wasn't the rehearsal with David cause then I might get so creeped. gahhaa! that reminds me --- After the actual rehearsal we had with David I saw Diane talking with him and suddenly I noticed their lips moving and they were looking at me and kind of pointing at me. It was kind of creepy but I think she was giving him the "youngest musician with the 2 years of experience" conversation.

gah. Why do I have to buy Video Games!!!? I love myself for it. I lose sleep so I get to sleep during Core cause I'm such a weird one. Night. I need lots of sleep and it was not funny when I came back to reality during orchestra and realized that I was playing cello and I had forgotten everything for those few moments. eh. I Loves my Violinist Diane.

New Stuffs.

Yaay! I was verbally abused but got better once I went to the mall with my friend. tee hee I got a new dress and its all prettyfuls...with skulls of course from Hot Topic..now i'm not going to the mall for probably two months at least 'cause I used too much money today. Hmmm. I can't wait for April 25th. Day of silence! Yessers and piss off the Core teacher who doesn't support and then feel good for support. Okays I'm feeling sad yet I just got a burst of energy...I think I should go play Star Wars II or my Fantasy Harvest Moon. I'm watching Atonement right now, Its the worst movie ever. I think I shall wear my green pants tomorrow....or my dress. hmmm.

People in my Core Class...

Just PISS ME OFF. They always act so smart around me it just pisses me off. They also don't communicate me, Just cause i'm the little unstable mouse in the classs that can't handle life It makes me want to kill people...gah If I keep doing that I swear I'll cry and sleep for days again..so I better stop.
Other then that my day has been crappy again.

Sometimes I wonder...if I'll ever make it to 15.

Another Late night.

oh great Joy, Staying up late to do homework and waking up early is so much fun! Jeez. I want to kill my Core techer right now from all this homework. I have this sudden urge to play cello at the moment...so I'll probably do that..then work on my book project. Grar as a person shes nice to me and chats but she thinks my work is crap...therefore I want her to choose one or the other so I don't end up crying. too emotional. I need to find me my cello mute..humhumhum, and get offline.

today was okay

So I think, my teacher used the term "Jacking off" and I was the only one she was talking to. I suddenly said "You do know what you're saying?" and she nodded, "I didn't mean that kind of jacking off but..along the lines of not working" It was crazy.

Cello was actually good today...now I just don't want to do that stupid Anniversary thing with Choir...and I feel like running again. Book group sounds fun tomorrow, thinking about food is making me sick. I need my hardcore music.

Eye Secks.

I freakishly love my science teacher! *gawks*
Seriously, I'm so glad she gave me that apple so I didn't starve 'cause i don't eat lunch. Then I was all spazzing about my dream I had about her. Now it's just Eye Sex. Her eyes are so blue! They are deep rumbling Storms and sometimes they're as bright as the sky. Her eyes are so beautiful, thats why she Eye Raped me once. It was creepy everyone started talking and I was sitting there half awake and she suddenly locks eyes with me. Then they turned to a lighter blue. I was so freaked. So now we have eye sex during class. tee hee yay! I love it when she does it cause Its just random and nobody knows what I mean...she also is teaching more in the middle, by where I sit. Its amazing cause shes within the Radius of my Hotness. I'm kidding. I really love her. I just hate it when teachers are within my line of tightness...or whatever I call it. I honestly am way too out of it to think..and I really need to focus on grades but I can't pull myself out of that god damn pit! My smiling face is usually lie..: oh well. I'll eventually get out of the pit.

Nickel Arcade..best day Evarr!

So, I was at the mall today and these two guys walked up to us and at first I thought it was a little random until they told us they were from this new band Nickel Arcade. I kinda spazzed at first and then settled down as they let us listen to one of their songs. They are amazing and now I am in love/obsessed with them! Just like how my Core teacher is obsessed with me....anyway. It was really cool. The best part was they're basically broke and so I asked how much the Cd was..and I bought it of course. Its Radtastic. I LOVE IT! So now I'm listening to it trying not to scream.
This is the highlight: They thought it was really tight that I liked it so after I bought it they said something like "Have alot to read off of your shoes, Its Intense" and it was tight cause they were like "Thank you for letting us eat!" cause..ten bucks is pretty helpful. I was totally spazzing. It was amazing they were like "god I want to kiss your feet" so then Nickoli he says "We're gonna kiss your feet" So now I got two awesome band members lip germ on my Shoes. but thats Okay cause it was hilarious! Ben kissed my left foot and Nickoli kissed my right.. then I got a hug from both. yay!
I have way too much to write to catch up with life...so...I'm having a Blog Sequence.

omfg !!!

New Blog.

So this is my new blog...I'll have wayy too much to say..so. I guess I just think of this as my personal diary....almost..